Coach and Motivational Speaker, Author of
the book: My name is Flame
Was born as one of eighteen brothers and
sisters in her family, in the legendary,
biblical city of Ashqelon, Israel, where
Samson and Delilah’s biblical,
mythological event took place. Growing up in
such a big family, enriched her childhood
with adventures and experiences that shaped
her personality and ways
she observed people’s lives and behaviors.
Carmeli studied stage performance at “Beth
Tzvi” Academy of Performance Arts
in Israel, She performed as lead singer and
vocalist all over Europe and the USA. In
1997 she founded "ME-אני
workshops and helped people change their
lives. Since then she is coaching variety of
groups and individuals all over the East
Coast. In 2005 she founded "Carmeli Studio" multimedia and
productions. Carmeli was very much inspired
by New Age authors through her life and she
graduated a couple of workshops by "Humanication
Organization, with Yiftach Sagiv, the owner & founderas
her coach and mentor. She also
to Win Friends and Influence People" in New
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“I am Flame”
By: Carmeli Gadiel Kaspi
Lehava, feels she has to jump of the rollercoaster
of her stormy marriage, before it will be too late!
She is petrified! She is afraid for her life.
Lehava struggles with herself trying to make the
right dictions, she is a pretty woman in her early
40, very smart and talented, finds many men as well
as women are attracted to her. She is a married
woman with 3 children, Lehava is married to Eden,
an excruciatingly handsome and charismatic man,
whom she loves so much, but yet, she feels he is
her worst enemy. Eden, she believes, is mentally
disturbed who loves her in a sick way, and yet,
intensely hates her at the same time.
They are both miserable. While she succeeds at her
work place; he fails to keep a job for a long time.
They don’t agree about anything in their marriage
and in between the sparkles of love they still have
for each other drive them to bring 3 beautiful,
healthy children to the world. Still, their
relationship is mixed with love and hate, full of
competition and jealousy.
For Lehava it seems that there is no way out. She
feels abused and miserable.
She doesn’t know what to do, to live with Eden for
the sake of her young children, and burry the
suffering deep inside her soul, or to escape and
begin a new life, Life she knew before she got
As a young girl, even though she lost her mom at
young age and her elder sister never took her mom’s
place, on the contrary, she left home and left
little lehava behind. Lehava knew what she wants to
be. She always knew what to do. She was self
confidence and never gave up her dreams and goals.
Although her early childhood was far away from
living in paradise, Lehava grew to be a strong,
assertive and successful woman.
The attachment she had to her mother was
emotionally very powerful; the memories of her
mother affected her life in every aspect. But the
wound she carried since age of 10 due to the death
of her mother just grew throughout the years, but
she buried it deep in her heart, until she became a
But now, at the age of 40, she is not sure about
anything anymore... she feels unloved, abounded,
with no much urge to live... feels like a Withered
She can hardly recognize her self, Friends telling
her she is depressed; but all she knows is that she
feels extremely sad and very lonely. Happiness is
nowhere to be found, she has no mother or mentor to
advise her, Friends can not replace her mom that
she loves so much! She misses her desperately. One
thing Lehava knows for sure – she must act! The
situation is being dangerous to her and her kids.
She knows she must find out who is the crazy one
here - her husband Eden or her. Who is responsible
for this cluttered marriage? Who will pull the
Both, Eden and Lehava are afraid of each other,
both become paranoids. Eden believes Lehava is
insane and wants to kill him by poisoning his food.
Lehava feels exactly the same about Eden! She is
even more scared, because of past event that almost
took her life. But she strongly knows she wants to
live! She has three kids for God’s sake!!! Lehava
was once there, she almost got killed by her
boyfriend before shutting her heart 3 times with a
gun shot! It was a miracle she survived!
She can’t let it happen again. She must run and
She takes an extreme step, a minute before the
atrocity, she disappear with her 3 children finding
a place at a women’s shelter, well hidden from
everyone. She is looking for comfort and seeking
for help, as well as many women who are staying
there. She doesn’t know it yet, but these 3 months
are going to change Lehava’s life for ever!
In the 3 months she spends there, Lehava meets
amazing beautiful souls with heart breaking,
astonishing, chilling stories, which their lives
are in real threat. All these women, including her
are dealing with fears, tears and agony, not
knowing what the future will be like for them and
Forcing her self to look at the mirror and see the
truth, Lehava feels that she is in a journey to her
inner-self, to find the Lehava she knew, the happy,
beautiful, talented, loving girl that she lost
along the way.
Surprisingly, these women identify the real Lehava
very quickly. Unofficially, they crown her to be
their leader, their spiritual advisor and mentor.
Lehava finds herself helping other women to heal
their wounds, stand up for their rights, spread
their wings and fly away…
But, what about the lost Lehava she needs to find?
Still, she has a big wound in her heart, she has to
start picking up the pieces and rebuild her life
She purifies her soul, through a catharsis. Her
experience in the shelter helps her resolve so many
problems she had till now. Lehava finally
understands – her real happiness is deep inside of
her! It was always there! And nobody could take it
away from her, except her self…
She learns to love herself, and finds it’s the
greatest love of all. She gets rid of all the
monsters and demons she endorsed for so many years.
Bringing, love, light and beauty back to her soul.
Lehava understands she didn’t run away from Eden,
she run away from herself!
Now she knows she is strong enough to save her
marriage, to help Eden the man she loves so much
and not so long ago, thought he was the source of
all the “Via Delarosa”, she was going through. She
is not afraid anymore! She begins to live in
harmony with herself, peacefully and powerfully.
In spite of all the warnings she gets from the
shelter's management, she decides to go back home.